Contemplation/ Throw Out Any Sense of 'I' - 24 Apr. 2015

Namaste Father. I would like to get chopped completely, that's why I'm here at your holy feet. Show me, show me the 'I' which is here, let me chop it.

The 'I' that wants to be chopped also is mine. The 'I' that wants to be chopped also is mine, and let nothing remain. May it also feel like there is no 'I'. Any concept of 'I' you let go of, you see, because the true 'I' is not a concept. Any sense of 'I', any sense of 'me', we throw out now. Then you discover what cannot be thrown out: ever-present, conceptless, indescribable, unlabelable. Have your own Darshan like this. Your own Darshan.

You are this awareness. There is nothing that you want. You are this awareness which cannot want anything. Even love it does not want, even joy it does not want, peace it does not want—nothing. And there is also nothing that you resist. It is not scared of any emotion, any appearance. Anything could happen. If this body's head is actually chopped off, it couldn't be bothered. It is not concerned. It is the eternal witnessing of everything. This one you are.

So anytime now this little monkey comes and says 'me, me, me, what about me, me, me', you know that you cannot take it seriously. In this way, nothing can ever hurt you. You cannot be hurt, you cannot be burnt, you cannot be seen through any senses. No picture can be made out of you. You are not young or old, you are not big or small. Both time and space give birth inside you. This pure one, beyond all concepts of purity and impurity, this one you are.

You created this universe to play this game, but nothing in the universe can come close to you. As long as this universe exists, don't forget to laugh at it. Not laugh in any arrogance, just laugh at the play, just laugh at the movie. This you are. Nothing can make you this and nothing can take this away from you, because you are this. No effort, no time, nothing at all.